Who will be third when you're not around ;_;

gdя | Outlaw: kim pls
Thighs: If I wanted escape mechanisms I'd do more hardcore drugs and play more vidya
gdя | Outlaw: kim
gdя | Outlaw: pls help yourself
gdя | Outlaw: killing yourself is a lose-lose
Thighs: how
gdя | Outlaw: you will be ded
gdя | Outlaw: your family's efforts to raise you will be in vain
Thighs: this is a neutral state for me.
Thighs: ******
Thighs: I'd be more of a burden
Thighs: staying alive
Thighs: and leeching more.
gdя | Outlaw: nobody's a burden
gdя | Outlaw: that's how families work
Thighs: lolwut
Thighs: My mom wants children who are succesful
Thighs: or none at all.
gdя | Outlaw: you are successful
Thighs: She straight up told me and my brothers as children
gdя | Outlaw: Call ACS and get new parents?
Thighs: she'd love the one of us who became the most succesful
Thighs: the most out of us
Thighs: >16
Thighs: >ACS
gdя | Outlaw: well **** you're still a minor
Thighs: >in 2 years I won't be
Thighs: >Then I won't have any funds either
gdя | Outlaw: it will still work, right?
gdя | Outlaw: http://www.suicidehotlines.com/
gdя | Outlaw: pls help yourself
Thighs: I think I should stop procrastinatiing
gdя | Outlaw: http://www.suicidehotlines.com/
gdя | Outlaw: I started procrastinating less this year
gdя | Outlaw: youcandoittoo
gdя | Outlaw: Aren't you the most successful child?
gdя | Outlaw: You said your brothers were ****.
Thighs: My older brother was the golden one
Thighs: Most friends, was geared up to vecome mechanical engineer
Thighs: decided it wasn't for him, dropped out and joined military because of a romantic vision of it
Thighs: he has
Thighs: because of my dad.
gdя | Outlaw: you are the most successful
Thighs: Right now I am below where my brother was
Thighs: at the time
gdя | Outlaw: eh, **** your brother, you can be the most successful
gdя | Outlaw: he's probably going to get shot trying to rambo
Thighs: I want the end goal
Thighs: of being
Thighs: happy.
Thighs: not successful.
gdя | Outlaw: You can be happy and unsuccessful like I'm doing now.
Thighs: I won't get support from mom if not succesful, is all.
gdя | Outlaw: I thought your mother was on her deathbed./
Thighs: Surgery is miracles.
Thighs: Also she was likely
Thighs: exageratting
Thighs: pain
Thighs: She does that.
gdя | Outlaw: Get support from little brother?
Thighs: My dad does as well.
gdя | Outlaw: ???
Thighs: When I said younger
Thighs: I meant younger than older brother
Thighs: I am youngest child.
gdя | Outlaw: well **** family hiearchy
Thighs: Anyways, don't think of me as above average intelligence, anon.
gdя | Outlaw: wut
gdя | Outlaw: but I do
Thighs: When you say I am most succesful
Thighs: Well I am above the general population
Thighs: including the autistic, poor, and the more unfortunate.
Thighs: but
gdя | Outlaw: kim pls don't go
Thighs: I feel myself
Thighs: lacking
gdя | Outlaw: I'm gay for you
gdя | Outlaw: pls don't go
gdя | Outlaw: at least call a suicide hotline to help yourself
Thighs: I'm depressed for the long term
gdя | Outlaw: you can change that
gdя | Outlaw: humans are malleable as ****
Thighs: >change my entire character
gdя | Outlaw: people have done that
Thighs: I've neither the knowledge or willpower
Thighs: to do so
Thighs: I've tried in the past as well
Thighs: Doesn't work
gdя | Outlaw: call suicide hotline
gdя | Outlaw: they'll tell you
Thighs: tell me what?
Thighs: how to change myself?
gdя | Outlaw: Well ****, just do it.
gdя | Outlaw: It's not like I can force you to over the internet.
Thighs: How could someone do it over the phone?
gdя | Outlaw: how does communication between people work
gdя | Outlaw: are you calling a suicide hotline yet kim
Thighs: no
gdя | Outlaw: dammit kim
gdя | Outlaw: stop being so beta
Thighs: Something tells me I will miss brain stem in event of retardation
gdя | Outlaw: even I would call a suicide hotline
Thighs: Calling the hotline is a pretty beta action in itself
Thighs: me putting this off is pretty beta as well.
Thighs: half an hour almost passed.
gdя | Outlaw: Have ye ever tried to help yourself before
gdя | Outlaw: admitting that you're in weakness isn't always bad
Thighs: define in weakness
Thighs: My inner weakness
Thighs: ?
Thighs: My acknowledgement of this just makes me more depressed.
gdя | Outlaw: eh, mentally
gdя | Outlaw: You'll be free once you're at an adult age.
Thighs: I'm lower middle class.
Thighs: No I won't.
gdя | Outlaw: You could copy what /a/ does and watch anime all day erry day while living in shitty housing.
Thighs: I think this is better.
Thighs: ANyways
gdя | Outlaw: don't do itttttttttttttt
Thighs: I feel you are keeping me away from this, will get off steam and report abck by 12 if I ***** out
gdя | Outlaw: of course I am
Thighs is now Offline.

That's depressing.


For future reference, telling someone that their brother will probably get shot and die isn't the best way to prevent suicide.

Eh, his brother apparently had superiority complex and he could care less about him.

um.

dafuq

Good thing he cares about his brother.

It would be terrible if he couldn't care less about his older brother.

Hoping for the best.

why post that here. that's sad :/

Attention seeking.

Sorry but I've seen this before multiple times and had multiple friends commit suicide. The ones who actually wanted to do it didn't tell anybody and just did it because that's how it is.

He's 16, what exactly is he expecting to be succesful at? Graduating his sophomore year in high school? If this dude reads this just know that a lot of us have been in worse situations than you and fuck your family, make friends.

OKAY! What the **** is with this trend of copy/pasting chat convos? I really don't give a ******* **** about your chat logs. Just get to the god damn ******* point already!!!!

Show so ******* effort will ya?!?!

Yes I didn't read a damn thing.

Well...guess thats may be the end of a ignorant person. As they say, ignorance is a bliss. He doesnt understand life yet. He doesnt get the real meaning of being depressed and sad. Some people have worst situations. Some kids have parents the couldn't care less about them but yet they manage to live through it and even outshine their parents and life a normal adult life without them. They would still wished they had parents but its too late. Life is hidden of surprises. Outlaw you did not say the right words to him. 2 hrs till 12am. Is it the same where you live too?

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This should not be here.

Moved.

You should actually read threads before assuming they're stupid copy paste convo thread. Because you know, people should be allowed to express themselves over the loss of a friend. Or you could just swear repetitively like an immature child, your choice.

Oh my god... thighs... you should've sent him to the forums so we could show him how much we cared for him... oh my god... you tried, but... oh my god...

I thought you were better than this, Monarch. It can easily be true, and it's awful to say this until you know it's not.

And you too, deadstretch. You're both far better than this.

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As far as I can google, no reported 16 year old suicides in the past 48 hours. Of course it's hard to tell because of a recent suicide bombing... At least I see nothing that could be Thighs.

I swear to god if he started some awful joke about this.... I hope he comes back, but it's going to be a little upsetting when he does.